Badly needs a break!

Taken at Boracay Island

I want to go on vacation, will try it alone this time. Lie down on the beach shore and just stare at the sky while listening to Beach Boys or Bob Marley songs or finish the book I’ve been reading for months now. Just to free my head from over thinking about stuff.

I’ve been busy with work lately and having to think about issues at home makes me want to stop the time for a while. There are a lot of things going on my head right now and it’s making me crazy!!!!!

Escaping is definitely not my thing when being swamped with what you call “life”. I can brave all the storms that comes along with it but this time, I’m about to give up.

Thanks to my dear friends who are always there to listen every time I complain about life. I’m grateful and blessed to have such good friends like them. I don’t need to keep in touch with them on a daily basis but whenever I need them, they are always there to listen. No questions asked! They make me believe that I am a strong and brave person and that I don’t need luck. I can always make them! Hearing nice words from these people every time I give up on myself reminds me that for every frown comes a smile and for every tear follows dozens of laughter.

Reporting for Duty

Life is wonderful if you know how to live it....

"Live life day by day" is what my good friend tells me whenever I come ranting about the worries of the future.

I started to accept life as it is now. Whatever comes, accept it! No resentment!

Just learn from any mistakes that comes in this wonderful journey. Live life as God planned it for you. Don't give God instructions on how He should plan your life, just report for duty!

PostSecret: Subway Joy

Do you ever sing when you're alone?
Even if you do not have the voice at all?
I do!

I sing when I drive, when I take a shower, when I clean my nails, when I cook, when I clean the house, when I do my bedtime rituals. Hahahaha! I sing whenever I can.... and when I am ALONE!

It's me reminding myself to cheer up and not worry about life that much.

Lovesick

I’ve got this funny feeling inside my head

I won’t tell you, I’ll change the topic instead

It’s a different occasion for separate times

It’s a question with no answer, a poem with no rhymes

I’ve got a strange feeling for some strange eyes

The look in the mirror was a big surprise

It could never be the same nor duplicated

It was mine and never to be imitated

Sick of being alone, sick of being at home

But I ain’t sick of using the phone

If there’s one wish I was to be granted

I would choose the love nobody expected

Is it the song that makes my heart sings?

Or maybe the joy your laughter brings

It was a simple word for silence, simple yet complicated

It made my life so confusing, I think that I was intimidated

It was a 4 letter word that stuck in my head

It made me awake even if I slept all day in my bed

I always seem to forget the words I used to remember

‘Cause there was fear that could remain forever

The fear of giving myself for a certain reason

My heart was locked up and jailed in prison

I really feel that I can’t stand this illusion

For a certain conclusion, for just a silly question

But maybe sometimes, that will never come

I don’t know when but it might hurt some

It’s not fever that I feel, and I’m not acidic

Hey!!! Would you believe I’m lovesick??!!

Time will come and time will tell

And you might know it as well.

untitled...

when tomorrow comes for you,

know that there is o place

that you can hide.

i will find you,

seek you out in your refuge

and lay myself down

at the edge of your borders.

my love will find you

and try as you might,

as hard as you wish that

i will grow tired,

i will be waiting there

just within your reach.

for if you should find yourself

troubled by the madness of your own,

that which you will not share with me,

you will find comfort in my arms,

still anxious to love you and carry

your sorrow, suffering and hate.

though you might turn away

and hide yourself again every time,

these arms will let you go.

then, in a cycle, i will find you

and you might come to me

then you will run

and again, i will search

and i will wait

until waiting has no patience no more.

- anonymous -

Umarte ng naaayon sa ganda!

Umarte ng naaayon sa itsura.

Kund hindi kagandahan,

Wag nang lumandi pa!

On this day....

On this of your life, we believe God wants you to know that every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more. Love has a great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game and slowly but surely, you will lose the capacity to open in love.

STRESSED = DESSERTS

I’ve been stressed lately with all the changes happening with work. Dealing with clients and difficult people are one hell of a job. And if you don’t know how to deal with too much pressure, you’ll be dead! Literally! It’s either you kill yourself, or your boss will kill you. Hahahaha!

But seriously, how do people cope up with stress?

Stress has never been good in my system. I just gained 5 lbs!!!!